A Broken Heart Can Be Mended..

Finally, we got to the restaurant. I parked the car and opened her door; being the gentleman that I am. After closing her door and locking up the car, we walked into the restaurant. It's not a very exclusive place, but its got these awesome paintings and a very abstract look to it. I thought it might look romantic, and she would get a hint of why I did this. And so, the waiter brought us to our seats and me being the gentleman, pulled out her seat for her. I don't remember doing that for any other girl. I don't know why she made me feel so different and special about myself.

The waiter came up and we ordered what we wanted; a grilled chicken with a fizzy lemon juice for me and fish and chips with some iced lemon tea for her. While waiting for our order to arrive, I had a chance to talk to her about herself. I never even met this girl before and she didn't hesitate when I asked her out. No matter how lucky I felt, there was still a small room in my heart doubting the reasons she came out with me. And so, I was questioning her about her past and her hometown. Well, I managed to find out that she had family problems, especially problems with her future sister-in-law and she even had problems with her previous relationship. An abusive boyfriend he was, keeping her deprived of love like she was some kind of slave to him. Maybe I'm over-exaggerating, but I cant help but feel pity for this girl, and that kind of made me like her even more.

Our dinner arrived on our table, and i started off some small talk about her life here in the university and how it compared to before. I even asked her about how she knew about me and the auditions.

"So, how did you even find out about the auditions? Through a friend or somethin' ?"

"*cheeky smile* Yeap, my roomie, and she even told me about you.."

"Really, what did she say about me??"

"Charming, tall, dark and handsome??"

"That's a lil' over-the top, dun'cha think??"

"But I'm not disappointed at what I see,"

"So am I,"

"Owh really, then tell me what do you see??"

"I see a girl, a sweet, sensitive girl, who has an awesome personality as the main ingredient, a beautiful look to add to that, and a pinch of that perfect smile, that million dollar smile,"

And she just looked away and was smiling away, what I was hopping for all night long. Sooner than I thought, we had our dinner and were ready to leave the shop. I went up to the counter and paid the bills. I never worry about expenses by the way, especially if it was for a girl like her. We got into the car, and the next thing I knew was that my hands were around her's, and I couldn't stop myself from doing so. She didn't resist either, and I wasn't sure of what was exactly going on. I drove back all the way and all she did was wrap her hands around my arms and lie down on my shoulder. All I could do was wonder, whether is this the right thing, or does this mean something. I decided to let my heart just lead the way, cause i didn't have any trouble doing so this far.

We got back into the campus, and I drove down to her hostel. I told her then, that I had an awesome time with her. And she said,

"Thanks for takin' me out, I really needed that,"

"Hey, it was nothin', but will I be able to take you out more often?"

"Well, we'll see,"

"Yea, we will,"

"Good night Vick,"

"Good night Sheila,"

And just before she opened the door, she turned around and she kissed me. I didn't push her away, of course I couldn't. I'm a guy for God's sake, what could you expect. I kissed her too, it wasn't too long, but it was long enough to say that we will another one when I take her out again. She got out and smiled from the window, waving goodbye. I drove away, thinking in my heart, that maybe I did fall in love.

~And the next one will be out soon too aite?? I'm sorry its gettin' too draggy, but I promise to end it in two more episodes aite?? Till den bare with my retarded-ness..!!~

-tHE uGLy rEtArD-

A Lil Tiny Piece of Me...

There's always a tiny piece of someone in another person's heart. Maybe you have touched that person in some way, whether you noticed or not. Maybe you've made that person cry, or maybe even laugh. Maybe you were the turning point in that particular person's life. There's always gonna be a lil tiny piece of me in her of course. I loved her a lot, till the day came when we had to part ways, for good this time. Now I'm on my way to meet her again, to rekindle my past, and maybe have her as my future. It's been 5 years since we met, and finally I have my chance.

6 years ago, I was given charge on taking care of the entertainment section of my senior prom. So it was practically up to me to to get every piece of crappy singer and every stiff-headed dancer out there to perform without making me look like an ass-clown. After finishing up the auditions, I was left alone in the audition room to clean up. And there she was; her beautiful hair was the first thing I ever noticed, swaying back and forth as she ran into the room. She ran towards me, taking deep, heavy breaths, tired after running for such a long time. She looked at me, and her eyes were so beautiful; a light hazel brown with those long lashes. Who is this girl??

"Can you please let me audition??", she said.
"I know I'm late and I'm terribly sorry. I'm sure it won't happen again!"

Well, I had to give her a shot, she was just too darn pretty!! So, I put back on the equipment, and asked her,

"So, what will you be performing??"
"I'll be performing a song, a song from Mandy Moore titled Only Hope,"

I've never heard of this song before, but as soon as she started to sing, I couldn't explain the joy in my heart. I was happy, too happy. Her voice was beautiful, singing such a beautiful song only made it better. It was as if I was falling for her. I wanted to get up there and dance with her, grasping her hands and waist, bringing her close to me, holding her tight. Am I in love?? I'm not sure of these feelings, damn!!

Before I knew it, the song had ended, and I was still in my own dreamland. She 'woke' me up and I instantly told her she is in. She was jumping in joy with her friends. I told her to write down her name and her number in case I needed to contact her somehow. That night, I got back home and I wondered whether I should call her. I had her number in my hands. Her name was Sheila, and for the time being, she was the most beautiful girl I've ever seen.

I finally decided to send her a text first.

"Hey..=)"i said
"hey, who is dis??"she replied
"Its me,vick, da guy frm da auditions jus nw??"
"Owh,ok..hey..wassup??"
"Nothin much, was jus wonderin, could i call u sumtym??i mean out for dinner maybe??"
"Haha..sure..y not??but i gotta be free on dat day..so ill check with ya ok..??"
"haha, sure thing..maybe 2moro nyt??"
"I think im free..at 8??"
"yea sure..ill pick u up aite??"
"Yea sure..I gtg now..tc bubye vick!! =)"
"You tc too..bubye Sheila!! :)"

It was that simple, and i got myself a date tomorrow night. Woohoo!!! Being happy as I was, I went off to get my friends car keys and I was prepared for the night. 24 hours later, the night came. I got myself all dressed up for the occasion, I took the car and I drove to her hostel. And there she was, standing all alone, with her cute pink top and her tight blue denim jeans. I was falling for her already and I jus wanted to hug her. As soon as she got into the car, I put all my feelings inside a tiny lil box and locked it away. I had to look professional, and so I did.

~This is part one of the story, stay tuned and ill post out the next part sometime next week~

-tHe uGLy rEtArD-